awww you guys are so great and the advice has really helped me feel better... it seems stupid but yesterday i went to see a tarot card reader and it really helped me sort through some of the stuff i had been going throught (doubts about my major- staying here- not having a guy

, missing my grandpa who just passed away, and the lack of money!) even if it was bogus- it still helped all the same so thats good at least. Thank you all so much for advice and help.... i'll keep you guys updated- and when i get a chance i'm going to set up a sight like alphagamdiva's sister did (p.s. tell her her sight looks great!)- but i'm trying not to talk to everyone so much- b/c even though i want to- i know its making it worse... anyway- i have to run to class- thank you!!!