I'm in NO WAY a crier, but everytime I think of Steph (my Diamond) leaving I start to cry... She is THE best and closest friend I've ever had. My Diamond and Grand-Diamond (who I'm close with as well) are both leaving at the same time. Steph and I are truely(and this sounds cheesy) soulmates. We like ALL the same things, and I'm not kidding (except tomatoes
) I just HATE the fact that she is graduating. ADPi just won't be the same without her and my other friends.... I just don't know what to do. She is the IDEAL adpi and I (and the rest of my chapter) are losing her! It sucks! Everyone at some point in time has a hard time w/ drama inside and outside of the sorority. She and my other senior friends understand and relate, unlike the girls in my class who I also love dearly. I don't know what I'm going to do when I have no one to VENT to and no one to talk to. I don't mean to make it sound like I don't talk to any of the other girls, I do and I love them, but it's just not the same. Nicole, my other, I guess "big Diamond" left in December. I still see her but it's not the sam,e and I'm just afraid that when Steph moves we'll grow apart, which really kills me inside.
... This is a long post I just realized... sorry!
I guess I am just worried b/c I've had few "best" friends in my life and no matter how much we've *tried* to keep in touch, we eventually just grow apart. I guess I have convinced myself that this will happen with me and Steph... She's not even gone and I already miss her...
Sorry to bore you all!
