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HC one of my residents snuck and somehow got my personal cell phone number?
HC when she called the number she was like " Is this Ms. Vanda, that works at so and so?"
HC she then says this number was sitting on my mantel with no name so I called to see who it belongs to"
HC when I start asking how she got my number she says I gave it to her
HC If I gave it to her it would written my name with it
HC she says "while you're on the phone, can I have an overnight slip for my guest"
HC if that was the main reason you called, you didn't just come and ask for it
HC she said I had no right to get mad
HC I need a life outside of work and I'm trying to get one but they keep pulling me back in?
HC I talked to an acqaintance yesterday because she said I've been on her mind
HC one of the first questions she asked was did I lose weight
HC when I was happy doing what I was doing she made it sound like it wasn't enough?
HC I started looking at the strives I made as being nothing at all
HC I was a minute off of asking her had she got her teeth fixed, hair combed, and did her face clear up
HC I stopped because just because she made me feel bad, making her feel bad also is not right
HC I am going in for surgery in June and I am terrified
HC I was so happy when I finally told my loved ones and they said they supported me no matter what I chose
HC that made me feel so blessed
HC I still having this nagging fear of going under anestethia
HC I pray on it and I feel so comforted but then out of nowhere that fear comes back and it sometimes leaves me in tears
HC I'm writing about it is because one of those bouts of fear is right now because I have a consultation in a few hours
HC I can't talk about it with family because if I'm not strong about it how can they be?
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