Well not to be harsh, but you joined that Greek Organization for a reason.
Now you feel that way, sorry, but it was your decision and yours only. Now you are talking about living in the House. Is this going to compound things in your mind to make it even worse.?
I am trying to cypher out who has the worst problem here, you are the Organization that you joined. What do you think of what they would feel about you if they knew your feelings. That is what Association membership is for, to see if you are compatable.
If as you say, you are an Active, then you have the chance to change things in Your Chapter, not just cry about them!
One Chapter does not make an entire Organization.
I am sorry, there is No crying towel hanging from my shoulder.
