Many of the feelings and behaviors you're describing are also symptoms of clinical depression. Go talk to a counselor and a doctor. This is often a biochemical thing happening in your brain that you can't do anything about on your own but medication can straighten it out. It also sounds like you might be afraid to take the next steps in life (because college has gotten comfortable and it's NATURAL to be worried about life after college) and so you're subconsciously sabotaging this 4th year to stop yourself from moving forward. Either way, a counselor can help you and I'm sure the counselors at your school have encountered others with the same issues.
Take care,
Dee
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