[honeychile]

I really need y'alls prayers, badly.

Without going into a 3-generation drama of my family dynamics, let's just say that a "cousin" just unleashed some very serious accusations/hate on my mama. The "cousin" just lost her husband, and God bless my mama, she's telling me to forgive her, she's distraught. SHE HASN'T EVEN SPOKEN TO MY MAMA IN OVER TWENTY YEARS!!!! Her half-sister had flown out to be with her (my mama paid for her flight), and when she called to say she arrived safely, my mama asked to speak to the "cousin" to express her sympathy - and was attacked.

I am aching. This "family" branch has been nothing but drama since Day One.

Tomorrow (Saturday), I am to give a seminar on genealogy lineages for the DAR. Three State Officers have unexpectedly decided to attend. This must go well, as I would like to be able to eventually change my career to that of a certified genealogist in the future, and want to be able to handle this seminar well. I don't NEED the stress right now! I have worked hard to be qualified to give these seminars, and I need to be more Christian so I can get over the anger I have right now!

This is probably not making a lick of sense, but oh, how I'm hurting inside...