yea- how bout the "not bf" who has a girlfriend ! (looonnnnggg story) telling me that he loves me but won't leave his girlfriend and lives in mortal fear that she'll catch him with me (she goes to another school but has friends at ours).... but he won't leave her and then i told him that i was leaving to study abroad in london- he gets upset and hasn't called me since and we've been "dating" for a year- what a baby..... the problem is i'm so freaking attracted to him that i feel like i love him too- but i'm too smart for that.... ugh hopefully i'll meet a hot british boy that will help me forget about him

(at least till next fall...

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