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well parts of this sound like me.. so i really cant give you can an answer because I am still searching for one myself..
my exboyfriend and i dated for about four years.. most of the way through school.. he graduated in may and got a job out in seattle.. i still had one semester left.. i went out there with him for the semester to see how it would be if i moved out there.. i tried.. for a while i was homesick.. then got better.. but then my greatgrandmother (who i was very close to) got sick.. she ended up dieing and i came home then.. one of my worst fears of moving so far away was for reasons such as this.. i am very close to my family.. (i am still struggling with dealing with her death bc it all seems so unreal to me since i was not there during her last days..)
i came back to school.. and after about a few weeks we broke up for a combination of reasons.. i just dont know if i could ever be happy so far away.. as much as i miss him and love him and would love to be with him.. i just feel torn.. who knows..
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