[hottytoddy]

Don't let there be a gray area. I am no expert on relationship, but it just sounds to me like you're just feeling a little lonely during the holidays and stuff and you're just bringing up old memories. You won't ever totally lose this guy..I mean with the distance you probably can't be together..however you can keep in touch. But I wouldn't try too hard. I think it would be a mistake for you to move somewhere because of him. I've seen friends do that and it is usually bad because they want to be somewhere else...yada. Sometimes you just have to "wait and see" who knows you may feel completely different in a few months and moving somewhere on impulse may not be a good idea. Like I said I am no expert and I probably don't know the whole story..but...