HC after a long internal struggle I decided that I wanted to be Greek?
HC I told mom, and she said she already knew?
HC I was like

because I never showed any interest around her?
HC she pledged XYZ at the HBCU I attend and she thinks that's what I wanna do?
HC that ain't what I wanna do?
HC I don't know what to tell her?
HC she already bought me para?
HC the jacket and bag HAVE MY NAME ON IT?????
HC I was like

when I saw that?
HC I know she will curse me out when I tell her that she's gonna have to do something else with that stuff she bought?
HC me not wanting to be in her org. was the reason I wasn't going to pledge anything at all?
HC I knew how much XYZ means to her and I didn't want to hurt her feelings?
HC she is always taking me to lunch with her sorors and they are just as bad as she is?
HC I knew I didn't want to be XYZ ever since I was a little girl?
But XYZ is all that mom instilled in me and my sisters?
HC she just came home?
HC I'm about to go talk to her?
HC I'll be back with results if I can still type when she gets done with me?
HC I think she might deliver *le swift kick* to my arse?
HC *scared*