[soulfulremix]

HC I'm taking my first college final exams?
HC I have to be strong?
HC I will do fine?
HC there are only a few more days until Break?
HC I cant wait to be with my family and friends?
HC Kanye West performed a spoken word piece on Def Poetry Jam?
HC its called self conscious?
HC?

Self Concious. This morning I spent alot of time like, tryna like, pick out my outfit cause I'm like, really into clothes. Imma be the best dressed rapper in the game. I'm so self concious, that's why you always see me wit atleast one of my watches, Rolies and P'aches done drove me crazy, I can't even pronounce nothing, pass that Ver-Say-See! Then I spent 400 bucks on this, just to be like "Nigguh, you ain't up on this!". I can't even go to the grocery store, without some shoes that's clean and a shirt, with a team. It seems, we living the American Dream. But the people highest up, got the lowest self-esteem, the prettiest people, do the ugliest things. For the road to riches and diamond rings. // We shine because they hate us, floss 'cause they degrade us, we tryna buy back our 40 acres. And for that paper, look how low we'll stoop, even when I'm in my Benz, I'm still a nigguh, in a coupe. // I promise, she's so self concious, she has no idea what she's doin in college. That major that she majored in don't make no money, told me she majored in TV. But she won't drop out, her parents'll look at her funny. // Now, tell me that ain't insecuure, the concept of school seems so secuure, softmore, 3 years, ain't picked a caruur. She said, fuck it, I'll just stay down hure and, do huir, cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs of new airs, cause her baby daddy don't really care. // She's so precious, with the peer pressure, couldn't afford a car, so she named her daughter Alexus. She had hair so long, that it looked like weave, and she cut it all off, now she look like Eve. And she be dealin' with some issues that you can't believe, single black female, addicted to retail. // I said, "Fuck the po-lice!", that's how I treat 'em, we bought our way out of jail, but we can't buy freedom, see we buy alot of clothes, but we don't really need 'em. Things we buy to cover up what's inside, cause they made us hate ourself, and love their wealth, that's why, shorty's holla, "where the ballas at?!", drug dealer, buy jordan, crack, here buy crack..

And the white man get paid off of all of that.