I cheated because I wasn't happy. My boyfriend wasn't acting in a way that made me feel very good, but I was a wuss and didn't break up with him because he always had excuses that sounded good at the time. So when this gorgeous Sig Ep started calling me and walking me back from class and wanting to take me out on real dates, not just to McDonald's, I was very flattered. It didn't hurt that he looked sort of like Heath Ledger, either. He acted like he really wanted to be around me and gave me the attention I wasn't getting from my boyfriend, so I went for it. We eventually stopped seeing each other because I felt like I should stick with my boyfriend. I regretted the "indiscretion" at the time, but now I wonder if I shouldn't have just left my boyfriend instead.
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