That's really nice that so many of you ladies answered already! Thank you!
The thing that really jumped out at me was AstroAPhi saying about if I'm embarassed to walk out in the morning I'm not ready to. I think that sums up my whole situation! At home, it is just my mom, my little sister and me. I went to an all girls high school and live in a girls dorm. So the thought of spending the night in a house full of men, even with my boyfriend, is pretty overwhelming to me.
He's been nice about my not wanting to stay. He said he doesn't want me to do anything I'm not ready to do, so it's not like I need to decide anything right now. Who knows, maybe I'll wake up sometime next week and decide it's time, gross bathrooms and all! Lol.
Thank you again for your replies, and especially for not judging me for considering it!
Smiles,
Caitie