HONESTLY, if you were "cut" before bid night/day, it was just a technicality (sp????). You probably got "cross cut." As far as I know for all sororities, if you are at their pref party, you are on their bid list. WHERE you fall on one of those two or three lists is a different story. That sucks and seems kind of rare that it would happen two years in a row, but that's the way it happens sometimes. Try again as a junior if you really want to be in a sorority. Sometimes it's easier as a junior bc you are in a different quota count. Just my thoughts!!