[jess_pom]

Ok, I'm seriously so upset right now. It's been 6 months since I graduated and I still don't have a full time job. Now, I know this isn't unusual, economy, etc, but I've been on soooo many job interviews and the rejection letters keep rolling in. I just can't take it anymore. I don't know what to do. I just called to see if another company made their decision yet, and of course I didn't get it. I can't stop crying. I feel like such a failure. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

I wouldn't mind so much because I do have 2 part time jobs, but they don't pay well at all, and I really need benefits because of health conditions. I also need to buy an new car and my "rent free lease" is about to expire at my parents' house. Plus, I'm not happy because I work so many hours and don't earn any real money.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! I can't. It's not physically, emotionally or mentally possible.