Thank you for the advice Hootie!! It's nice to hear words of encouragement........while I'm definitely over that ZBT boy, there is still a boy who I can't get out of my mind and he is definitely a jerk-off who can't handle his emotions and instead of dealing with them, chooses to treat me like crap, get drunk all the freaking time, and be a general asshole.....Ok sorry to vent again, but I'm definitely not going to settle for anyone, and though it may take a long time its nice to know that someday it'll fall into place....