I have thought about that. I am not going to quit my activities because I always told myself to do what I want to do before I really mix anything else with my life. But my main problem is that this guy does mean enough to me enough for me to think about what is going on. I really don't know. Both makes me happy but my classes and everything else is something I REALLY want. He gets angry when I'm gone maybe like a day or more for those kind of activities so I guess I need to decide... It's all so confusing I think.
