If it makes you feel any better, I think everyone feels this way at least once about their chapter. Keep up the good work that you're doing -- apparently, you're making a positive impression on your pledges, and that's very important. They'll be the ones leading your chapter in a couple of years, and if they use you as a role model, then that will go a long way in bettering your GLO.
Good luck, and keep your head up!
