[phisigduchesscv]

When I was in junior high we a few suicides happened all around the same time (including my best friend). First off were two girls who had graduated that year and soon after starting high school both killed themselves and then a couple months later my best friend Lealand did.

I was told by the counselors then that they were bringing in extra counselors because once one student tries suicide more may try it. They're not sure why. other then that maybe it presented an option to other people who having something wrong and it seems like the only way out/stop the pain.

I truly feel for all the friends and family of the suicide victims. Many if not all may now try to blame themselves thinking if only I had returned their call, if only I had listened more, if only..... It took me a long time to realize that there really wasn't anything I could have done as hard as that is to believe.