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Your KD affiliation isn't just in college - it's for life. It isn't just with the women in your chapter but aomen in so many different places with so many different opportunities for you to get to know them also. You have a built in support group wherever you go - develop it in your chapter by being open about your feelings, making the effort to bond with them, and by realizing that you are now a part of these women's lives just as they are a part of yours.
Do you know the intimate details of all of their lives? Of course not. Not until they share them with you personally. Maybe you just need to share with some sisters one on one?
I know this is hard and I am truly sorry, and I wish that I could just hug you and sit down with some girls in your chapter and say, "See this girl? She's hurting - be there for her!" Look at the big picture... If this problem doesn't go away, you will always have a group no matter where you are that you can turn to. You might have to say, "Look, I need you right now," but my guess is that if you do, they won't disappoint you. Don't give up - communicate with them and make sure that you are each hearing the other.
(Sorry for the book, and I hope it made sense - I'm half asleep and I just finished midterms...)