HC lovelyivy84, you put what I've been feeling into words.
HC who wrote the Power of one?
HC my parents are separating?
HC 31 years of marriage?
HC for more than half of those years, one parent was not being faithful to the other one?

HC hypocrite?

*insert hammer smashing smilie here*
HC I'm praying?
HC I'm mad?
HC I'm pissed?
HC I'm tired?