I just don't want to hurt my sisters by asking that they pay for a new one for me......but to me, that was the thing that I was MOST excited to get during my new memeber period. It was something that for the longest time I couldn't wear, and I earned it....and now that I'm finally back to my chapter and can wear it again, and all my littles and grandlittles have their own.....I get all excited only to find out, it's lost. The thing is, I know who lost it and who had it last, I just don't want to put her in a bad situation