Adrienne,
I am truly sorry for your disappointment.
I can understand if you want to take a break from things and just recuperate from the roller coaster ride that you have been on.
That being said, what Tom says above is true. I've been on GC for 3 years and I know of a woman who suffered heartbreaking disappointment. I kept with her and told her to take a break from things, then when ready, regroup and carry on..... she is now a happy AI and loves her "home".
So, while I think it is important to take a break as you've suffered disappointment, when you are ready, you may wish to carry on and reattempt with a different GLO. You will be supported on GC, I can tell you that.
Best of luck and I hope that you do find your way to your "home".