IN my POv , as a rushee at my commuter school (BC) i found rush to be fun and a learning experience for me.. i went to all the rush parties i could and learned as much as i could. I finally made my mind whre i wanted to go and it was to nationals. I went to the parties was a lil shy and thought maybe hmm cuz im shy i wont get a bid.. by the 3rd party i was actually comfy and had high esteem i might get a bid and i had my mind of who iwanted to go with if i get a pref invite back

.. im still waiting on a reply back and boy is it nerve rackin

but i hope i get a invite cuz if i dont i would sure be upset and not kno what to do in the end cuz this is something i really want and had my hopes up for