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Originally posted by ImaDiamond
Treblk,
I don't want those dreams to come true, although I feel that they already have. My whole query is that I don't really know what to feel about a man whom I know has cheated on me before, but is now promising not to do it again. I think the hardest part in letting him go is that we've been through so much together. We would have been together for 4 years on October 20. I just don't know.....
Crimsontide,
You're right. I actually had a cousin tell me those exact words. Funny that she's a delta, too, huh?  I just wish I could turn back the hands of time and change some things we both did in the relationship because I have cheated, too. (It's only fair that I express that.) But I refuse to blame myself for his cheating. I know I deserve a man who is going to be wholly committed to just me and I know that he's out there somewhere. I just pray that I find him before my biological clock stops tickin 
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4 years of him cheating doesn't mean you need more years of him cheating
There is no need for you to turn back the hands of time, take these past 4 years as a learning experience and actually learn from them.
As my Soror CT4 stated..it sounds like YOU may need some time to your self instead of trying to give you self to some one else. What is so wrong with your clock ticking. If it's meant for you to have a child, then it will happen. Don't fool yourself into thinking he is the be all end all (however that goes).
all I'm saying is if you love yourself more, then let time heal your pain and move on. You deserve more then him.