Treblk,
I don't want those dreams to come true, although I feel that they already have. My whole query is that I don't really know what to feel about a man whom I know has cheated on me before, but is now promising not to do it again. I think the hardest part in letting him go is that we've been through so much together. We would have been together for 4 years on October 20. I just don't know.....

Crimsontide,
You're right. I actually had a cousin tell me those exact words. Funny that she's a delta, too, huh? I just wish I could turn back the hands of time and change some things we both did in the relationship because I have cheated, too. (It's only fair that I express that.) But I refuse to blame myself for his cheating. I know I deserve a man who is going to be wholly committed to just me and I know that he's out there somewhere. I just pray that I find him before my biological clock stops tickin