honestly?
have you ever been on a blind date where you've never met the person before but have heard a lot about them? you get to the date, take one look or talk to him for a few hours and realize things just will not work out. he seems to be having a great time and at the end of the night asks if you want to do it again. you, being nice, say of course. he calls the next day and you never call him back. he doesn't understand what he did since he thought everything went SO well...you were having a great conversation, great eye contact, etc... but you just didn't feel it. and he's left wondering ,"why???"
that to me is the essence of what happened to you and many other confident rushees.
go for COB!! you never know and if you don't try, you definitely won't get a bid anywhere. if you try, at least you have a chance!
good luck.
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