Hey girl--
Dont' fret- I started a "Happy shitty birthday" to me thread, and sounded way more pathetic than you.
You sound like a kick ass person, honestly, and I know this isn't worth much to you now, but unless its your 21st its not that big of a loss.....you have a lifetime of birthdays and something tells me that tomorrow will be a better day.
Have an awesome night, I hope it gets better