I just don't know.....
I went and had a really good time. I talked quite a bit and thought everything went well.
A friend, who after hearing I was going to this house said she would like to go too. I called to see if it was ok, the sister said yes, so she went with me.
This friend did not go through formal recruitment. She had not signed up for informal recruitment either. She just wanted to see what it was all about.
We got back to the dorms about 9:30. At 10, my friend knocks on my door and told me that the NM coordinator just called her and asked her to be a sister!
Great! I am really happy for her!! She goes to sign her papers at 9am.
Me...........
rejection again. I don't understand. I am really hurt. I can't sleep, I have class in a few hours, I will see all of my beautiful friends in their cute shirts with their letters on......