You know, I love you all!! I was right, I did need to just post this and get it off of my chest. I feel sooooo much better!
You know, I really do want to be part of the greek system. I want it because I LOVE being active and having lots to do. I LOVE being associated with a group that does good things for other people - the philanthropies at each of the sororities were so awesome! I love people! I love being involved! I enjoy being part of a team or group. This is why I want this so bad.
OK, for the good news....I have great friends! Several of them have been chosen to be in the greek system, but several have chosen not to be greek. I know I am "greek material", so I am not worried that I will never get this opportunity. I am having a great weekend, this weekend - I am with my awesome friends and my super supportive boyfriend. I love life!
Yep, I am bummed out a little that the opportunity has not come knocking yet, but, it will.....I know it will, just don't know when!!
Until then....I will be FANTASTIC!!