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Originally posted by OohTeenyWahine
There are soooo many other fish in the sea! If there aren't any in your area, mu, I'd be glad to send some your way!
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please do... although i could be completely jumping to conclusions about it being over. just ever since both of us kept going away, we haven't seen each other and don't talk on the phone as much anymore. we had plans to go out last thursday but he cancelled because he said he had a rough day at work and just wanted to go home and crash. i invited him out with me and my friends for friday night but he said he wasn't sure, him and his friends talked about going out and stuff, but that most of the time they never did. he called on friday and we talked for awhile, but he was going out with his friends. i called and left a voicemail for him yesterday afternoon to see if he wanted to do something, but i never heard back. i don't know, maybe he's just been real busy... or maybe he thought things were moving too fast and it scared him... or maybe it's over. i just think i'm going to look at it as being over and not call him and see what he does. it's weird going from seeing him like three times a week to not seeing him at all for the past few weeks. it just sucks though b/c i fell for him hard... even though i was trying hard not too...
and unfortunately, part of my problem is that i've been having a wicked hard time meeting people in this city. i know very few people so i don't go out all that much. maybe it would be easier if i knew a ton of people and was always busy... but that ain't the case. when i went out friday with this girl i know and a ton of her friends, i had so much fun. i think i need more nights like that to help me with this whole situation, whatever it is...