Onesavydiva, let me assure you that there is nothing you can do that would cause God to stray away from you. In His word He tells us that He will never leave us nor forsake us. I would really encourage you to read Woman Thou Art Loosed!! by T.D. Jakes. Also, there are Bibles and daily devotional books that allow you to form and/or rekindle your relationship with THE MAN!! When I went to college, I got a Bible for College Students that had daily devotionals and boy did it help. Never think that you are in this thing all by yourself, if there is someone who can help you in your personal REVIVAL, engage there help. If they are true Christians, they won't mind being a prayer partner and/or mentor. This man gave a testimony at my church this past Sunday that had the entire congregation in tears. He had been strung out on drugs and had done everything that he thought he was big and bad enough to do. But when he had had enough, he told God that he was tired of being in the mess that he was in and he was ready to allow God to take control. After going through rehab, today, he has been sober for three years!! Keep your head up and know that there is NOTHING impossible with God. If you want to discuss this further, don't hesitate to e-mail me.
The greatest distance between a problem and a solution is the difference between your knees and the floor.
[This message has been edited by Elite Ivy (edited June 14, 2000).]
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