[33girl]

Try seeing a counselor if you are having the sort of anxiety attacks where you break into a sweat etc...you should not be like that under any circumstance.

From some of your past posts it sounds like this may be a relationship issue with your boyfriend and not being secure in whether or not he is committed to you. Believe me if it is real, you can spend time apart and it will grow, not dissolve.

As far as your friends, well, if I had a friend who liked to go out and have fun previously and now all of a sudden when I asked her she never wanted to, well I would be worried and insulted and upset too...I would want to know what the problem was too. You can be in a relationship and go out with your girlfriends....please don't fall into the trap of thinking that you can't, because way too many people are already in it. If you feel that pressure coming from your boyfriend to not go out or to come home and go to school....that is bad news.