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Originally posted by Hootie
Are you in a sorority or any activities on campus? I have a gut feeling that your anxiety might be due to an empty schedule and social life AT school that causes you to miss the routine you have at home. Plus relationships are always bothersome when you are away and missing the person.
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The werid thing is that I AM active in school and I am in a sorority. I have a wide range of friends but its almost like they dont understand what I am going through. I had a great time last year with all of the activities I was involved in but as this school year got closer I did not look forward to comming back. The happiest that I have ever felt was this last summer BEFORE I got here and now I am at my lowest. I try to stick it out and go off with my freinds but I have a fear that I will have another attack and much rather stay in and talk to my family back home. I feel pressured by my freinds mainly because last year we did everything together, including going out and partying. Now when they ask me to go party I tell them I dont feel good and they talk down to me. They ask me what is my problem and joke me for staying home. The truth is what was fun last year is no longer what I am looking for. I miss my family and my boyfriend and I know that I am happiest when I am with them. I just dont know what to do...stay here and make everyone around me happy or go home and be happy?! I feel like I cant please everyone when deep down I need to please myself.
