i wasn't attracted to him for the first 3 or 4 years i knew him, but...
he's someone i just feel comfortable talking to. we can joke around, making fun of each other and always laugh at each other's mistakes. he wears a uniform
he has the most beautiful blue eyes i've ever seen. he does what he has to do, with no (or very little) complaints. he treats me with respect. he genuinely cares about others. he just has so much confidence in himself, but without being cocky. he's decently buff. he's not afraid to laugh at me, but he knows when he goes too far. he knows when to give a compliment and when not to give a compliment. he has the cheesiest pickup lines that he only uses to hear me laugh. he knows how to make me smile. i never have to be guarded around him. he's not critical. and the best reason he's a wonderful guy....last time i saw him he asked me not to bother with makeup becuase i didn't need it
i miss him.