I'm sorry to hear about your mom!

I'm sure everything will be alright. Everyone has to work to pay their dues. Most chapters even have a payment plan that can work with what you can pay. As for everything else, just be yourself! You definitely DON'T have to be a size two blonde and wearing a Tiffany bracelet. I'm african american, short and so NOT size two. Most of the girls in my house are all different sizes and colors AND religions. Don't worry, I'm sure you'll find a place that is right for you! Good luck next semester and I hope your mom feels better!