[astroAPhi]

Crystal, that makes me so sad to hear. I know that you wanted to join for the right reasons.

If you receive a snap bid from somewhere that you will be happy, accept it with pride! And if you are just not in the mood, always keep in mind alumnae initiation. I'm sure you could find a recommendation from every NPC sorority alone in just this forum! We are all behind you, and we want you to be happy. Good luck with what may come.