[honeychile]

As you can see, there are definitely pros and cons about suiciding. The one thing I would add is, you have to remember that you may have only been cut by the tiniest of margins. If a chapter must release a certain amount of women between each party (a LOT of schools make the sororities do that!), maybe they could only invite 50 back, but you were listed 51st.

Please take that into consideration. From what I've read in your thread, yes, you love France, but you also were comfortable in Canada and Ireland. You waited this long to be part of the Greek system - don't cut off your nose to spite your face!