[HotDamnImAPhiMu]

He's left off a little bit... I haven't had any voicemails today, which means he's not leaving messages (not that he's not calling. My phone doesn't keep track of who called.) And no e-mails, although I blocked his address. I'm not sure if he knows they're not getting through to me or not... does anyone know what happens to e-mails sent to an address that blocked you? Do they bounce back, or does he just think I'm getting them and don't mind what he's saying?

Unfortunately I got kicked off today from my AIM screenname... it said I'd signed on at another location. Then I remembered I had my password saved on his computer -- mine had been down for a couple months in the spring, and he was nice enough to let me use his for awhile. I'm going to save it, but will it save it to his computer, too?

What does everyone think of having my dad answer the phone, if he does call again? I realize it might be childish, to involve my parents -- but I'm really starting to get nervous, and I thought it might send the message home that I'm tired of dealing with him. I haven't actually asked my dad yet. If y'all don't think it's a good idea, I don't want to worry him unncessarily.

by the way, it means more to me than I can say to see you all back me up like this. I know it's just the internet and all, but I really do feel like there's a bond there. Probably pretty ridiculous, but it doesn't hurt anyone, so why not?