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Hey Mandie,
I've definatly been in the situation you are now. There was a good month or two when I just wasn't sure I wanted to be there. Then i stuck it out during recruitment, and I really started to bond with girls that I didn't know very well. Also, try to make yourself more available. I know that when I was feeling like it wasn't worth it I sat back, didn't talk to anyone, and was pretty much in and out at required events. Once I was around my sisters more it'd made bonding a lot easier. And the first year is definatly the hardest, I really hope it gets better for you. Remember if you don't have your chapter you still have over 100,000 other DG's to be there for you.
Litb,
Stephanie
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