So like yeah, I ended up not taking my comp down yet. (i have to on 8/11, no internet access) With all of this free time between now, school, and rush, doubts are creeping into my mind (ive talked with a couple GCers about this). I'm starting to seriously spaz about my class status (i'm a junior with 3 yrs left), i may/may not be a grade risk, and all of the blonde size 2 chicks i see on the websites (im black, far from a blonde and definitely not a size 2). Plus, some of my friends today basically told me why am I doing this, I'm not a rich white snob and I dont even own a Tiffany necklace! So yeah, my self-esteem isnt the highest this week.
I wish rush would hurry up!!