Yes it is VERY true that you always want what you CANT have!! I know exactly what you are going through and I can say I would never do it again..NEVER! I did sooo many things to be with this one particular guy or at the very least for him to notice me. He was everything i thought i needed but i was nothing he should have got. I would have done anything..and i did..except there was no glory in it AT ALL! Once you get what you want then its no fun. I think there should always be sumthing that you were not meant to have. Would you really be satisfied if you had to go to all ends and sleep with this guy for his attention? I dont think its worth it at all...once you are right where he wants you then what do you have to look forward to. Sounds to me that he is just living his life and having fun..there is no need at all to go out of YOUR way to make him want YOU! Have sum will power and make him WANT YOU!!! Do what needs to be done or move on..there are plenty of others out there. Open your eyes and see past the lust because when that gone whats left?
