i had super huge high standards for a while....like, my high school days (like many others, i'm sure) i was complete virgin queen. lost many a b/f over the fact i wouldn't give it up. then, oops, freshman year of college....buh-bye. it wasn't exactly something i really wanted/was ready to do....but he was super controlling and made me feel so bad that i didn't want to lose my virginity to him. guilt trip = deflowerization, i guess. that was my freshman year, and he was the only person i slept with until this past november....my senior year. i haven't gone back to being as hard core as i was when i was in hs or anything......b/c it's kind of like, what's the point, honestly? the virginity is gone, can't get it back.....i'm young and at times, yeah, wanna get me some.......it would be fabulous if things were perfect and it was always about love and all that, but it's
not. but i am ready to be with a solid b/f before anything rowdy happens. never gone home with anyone from a bar or anything, but not all my encounters have been b/fs....still on one hand, and wanna keep it that way.
holdin out for a good man, but not necessarily my husband.