[sweetchicky]

LOL Kevlar.... I hope I don't get that too much...I have spent 6 years of my life in 2 relationships so the dating scene is probably going to be a little overwhelming at first...I think I will take my time with that. LOL, once again


James...
I feel what you are saying, I really do but on the otherhand...Just because he responded well...what other choice did he really have...
I do know him pretty well but also...you can never predict what a person was going to do.
I think if I had to look into it I would think that he acted like that to leave the door open to us having a friendship or dating later (which is somewhat admirable to me). I do not agree with the fact that he was not manipulating me. I totally think he played on my innocence in the beginning. Once he got to know me, he probably stopped that to a certain degree.
I do think that many of the things he did for me were to help me out or make me happy...not to be controlling and I think the bottom line is I probably was the B#### of the relationship. I really feel like one right now. But, sometimes you have to question what a 31 yr old would want with a 21 yr old in the first place, dont ya think?
I think I was doubtful of his intentions but of course I do not blame him or anything...theres so much more to the story than what I wrote here but I do appreciate your thoughtful consideration of the matter. I always like to hear objective opinions and such.
I really don't know exactly what went wrong.


To everyone : WOW thanks for listening to me rant and everything~ I getting a little addicted to this website but it's nice to talk to so many different people and ya'll rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sweetchicky