Sometimes I feel like I am about to burst. I am overjoyed and anxious to see what the future has for me. I truly feel deep in my heart that (not just a particular sorority) this lifestyle is for me. I seriously feel it as my calling. It may sound silly. It is just a gut feeling that I have. I will be a great asset, a diligent worker, a spirited member, and a respectful young lady that will carry my possible sorority with dignity.
I have never done anything like this before. I am not doing this for anyone but me. This opportunity is my gift to myself. I am almost 100% out of a terrible academic hole. Now school is going great and I feel awesome. As a sophmore, I see myself at an advantage, because I have already gone threw the turmoils of freshman year. I have grown so much. I know myself better. I feel that I can be more of a benefit as a member, because of my experiences. I go at things with a more adult attitude. I was just never ready for responsibilities such as this when I was 18. At 19, I was a freakin idiot. Its not entirely my fault, but we wont go there.....But I take that idiotic period and use it at my advantage. I am a fighter. It is amazing how much you enjoy your school when you are serious about your work. I have more respect and dignity for myself now. That is why I think that I would make a great asset to a sorority.
