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Originally posted by VctoriasSecrt:
I have to strongly and respectfully disagree with your last line AKA_Monet...I am NOBODY's slave, physically or mentally and as long as YOU choose to believe that you will never truly be free...you are exactly right...you NEVER will and no "great black hope" of a leader can effect any type of lasting and positive political and social change in the community as long as individuals choose to believe that the only state they are meant to be in is their present state of "oppression"...
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First, I gotta say to all y'all that this is long and summa y'all will get confused 'cuz you ain't found your "path", yet... So if you don't like it, I suggest that y'all email me privately so we can "deal" and you skip my comments to VctoriasSecrt... And my lovely Sorors, I know you may tell me I shoulda emailed the girl privately, but given todays Cinncinati circumstances, I haveta let cha'all know where I'm coming from 'cuz chit must change on the really, real and we'da ones that gotta change it...
Vct-
My statements are not meant to be incendiary. I believe you have misinterpreted my words. And truthfully, if you have looked at my Afrikan Centered posts here on GC, you can see that I definitely am incapable of allowing myself to remain in spiritual bondage...
Once the Universe and God (Aten-Ra) has touched your 3rd and 7th charkra points (a simplistic meaning which roughly translates to your heart and soul), your path and paradigm of life--the UTAMAROHO--must change. There is no other way because I believe one dies if they don't... And as a free spirit, which I am trying to become because I am still in my cocoon stage which requires baby's food and milk (really I need to do a spiritual cleansing in the form of a 5 day water fast), my mind is unable to believe how to go back as a slave... If I were to do so, my spirit will no longer survive the threat and cease to exist...
However, because I have been unable to do my hadj to the true and heavenly Mecca, and at this time decided to remain in amerikkklan, which means retaining my Untied [impaired mental] States citizenship status, I still must be in the massahs house (unfortunately, that is my heritage). And whilst I am unable to be a runaway to the "promise land" and massah knows he cain't sell me ('cuz he thinks I have bewitched him with my "charms"...)--- and the fact that unenlighted and jealous negroes who work in the "proverbial" house and field must interact with me, I have decided to risk the death of some negroes who want to follow a similar quest as I. And I realistically know that I must die having learnt massah's essence. It has been revealed to me (any many others before and like me) of how he maintains his the grip of his power. I am beginning to understand--as the ancestors did when we were all free and transcended to the Mothership Connection to Sirius C---to deny, debacle (sp.) and annihilate massah's ill conceived notion of his narcissistic schizophrenia entitled white supremacy. In so many words, I have learned some parts of how to Read, Write and do massah's Arithmatic,
well... And I have begun teaching the "others" about the revolt and for the destruction of the plantation...
Now, since I have spoken those words, I will receive threats because I did not request the blessings of the Kandaces or the Yourban preistesses. But that is okay, that is only a minor setback and I have already ressurected myself from this spiritual crucifixion so that I can do it again and again...
(Hint, hint lastpoetinsite 
) However, I realize that because I have chosen this particular path which may not allow me to do my hadj and my pentinence to Mecca that the massahs' army called legion could spill my blood before I have communed with the fellow spirits... Meaning, because the internet is not secure, "they" can find me before I have completed my service for MY true brethern, just like Stephen in Acts of the Apostiles. Maybe not immediately, but it will happen and I have accepted that. And I will not seek martyrdom because I am unworthy to obtain the sainthood...
Now that you've read this, please feel free to email me at your earliest convenience because we can speak somewhat more freely without upsetting my lovely Soror's requirements...
Take care, stay blessed and peace
Ashe, akeerah, harambee
AKA_Monet (truly wanting the Ntambi(sp.) calledSKMT)