I too will keep you in my prayers.
I've experienced a simular situation. My God-mother came to see me before she passed and she told me she was feeling great and was going away to have a good time. In that vision she looked as she did when I was a young girl, with her bright red lipstick and nail polish.
Now I cherish the fact that I could see her agin as she once was. Stay in prayer It will become easier.
[This message has been edited by exquizit (edited April 03, 2001).]