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Originally posted by DigitalAngel126
If I do, it will require MAJOR effort on my part and will TOTALLY be my last chance....Because if I fark it up again, my father will lose all faith in me...And actually I will too...
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To be brutally honest, it sounds to me like to you want to get back to the social aspects of college and sorority...not the academics.
Maybe your decision is whether the academic work it will take to succeed is a price worth paying.
A college degree is worth having, but not a necessity in this era, so you just have to decide whether you really care about that, or really want to be back to the social life.
If the latter is true, maybe you should find a job in the university setting or town, and live there until you outgrow the need for the atmosphere.
It sounds like you're a little down on yourself -- but remember that not everyone is meant for the academic challange. That doesn't make you less worthy of your father's faith or of your own good self image.
Good luck.