OK...
I know I haven't posted in a hot minute, but I had to insert comments here.
Why would you post a confession when all you had to do is STOP POSTING???
And to LIE about being abused...That is just trifling! I just hope you never find yourself in that situation for real! Trust...It ain't cool.
You really make other prospectives look bad when you come with this mess.
But then again if the number in your user name is an indication of your age...I can believe it.