HopefulJD, I really am not sure. I know she has not put the deposit down on the dress she is to have made.
I know I should just ask her, but I am going to be hurt if she says no. Kinda how she may of felt when I had to decline. That is why I asked how everyone would feel. Because apart of me thinks that I have no right to feel that way, but on the other hand I can't help BUT feel this way.
Toocute, I have made myself very available to her. Just last week I helped her send out her announcements when she did not have the time to do so. And we went before to pick out our wedding dresses. But since all of this, she has distanced herself. That is another reason why I am concerned
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